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the end: july 2008 - may 2010 well, so it ends. some say, the best way to get over a guy is to get under another one. i didn't believe it at first, but now i know it's true. it took me almost two years to get over b. i was fully functional probably by march, but to be honest it was still more just out of sight, out of mind. if i didn't meet s, my current boyfriend, in may, i know i would probably still be thinking about b. some people say that you never really get over your first love. i'm still grateful for everything that b has done for me, and i was really lucky to have him as my first love. when i see him even today, i know i won't be able to see him in a neutral light-- he will always be the ex boyfriend. but that's all that he is and i don't attach any emotions with those eleven letters. it's weird, i never thought i'd get to this stage of indifference. but it's true what they say. time heals all wounds, and what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. thanks for everything, diary. you've helped me so much more than i can say. and so to end my post-break up journey, i want to conclude with a few words of advice: life is short. |